BORN TO BEAT.

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fansign!!!! its my first kpop fansign and im RLLY excited further more it’s the group that I’m so interested in recently HAHAHA. MY CREYSSSSS THEY WERE SO HANDSOME OK OMG. the organizers sucks tho lol so many problems ~____~ and uh the lighting sucks lol.

Eunkwang’s really friendly!!! I just annyeonghaseyo him and he annyeonghaseyo back VERY FRIENDLY-LY LOL. <3 LEADERRR. he said stg aft tt but I cant catch him.. hahaha aft that was minhyuk LMAO I told him “jalsaengkesseoyeo!” and he’s like ahh kamsahamnida with a smile on his face. He too, said stg aft tt but idk what he said LULZ. after that was changsub, I told him he’s cute but he just smile smile LOL guess he’s shy. AFTER THAT WAS HYUNSIK LMAO I TOLD HIM “shuai ge, ming tian jian!” and he’s like *nods* then eyesmile dasudhasudgadahsjdksahdas OTKKKK. HAHAHA after that was peniel but I never got to talk to him?!?!?! he’s so busy signing ahahah after that was ilhoon! he’s shy too he also just smile smile >_< LOL sungjae I think also smile smile I cant rmb T_T

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Music Matters Live! LIGHTING ROCKS I GOT A LOT MORE CLEAR PICS WAHAHAHHA. omg they performed many many songs and ;~~~; WHEN DURING INTRO, EVERYONE INTROED IN ENGLISH BUT HYUNSIK INTRODUCED IN CHINESE. I literally squealed when I hear him speaking chinese, to the extend that the girl infront of me turned back to look at me HAHAHAHA sorry >_< apparently I didn’t get any clear shots of peniel….. WHY WE SO NO FATE hahaha. a lot clear shots of hyunsik lmao I think my cam <3 him. LOL. they had dance break too AND THEY PERFORMED IRRESISTIBLE LIPS FOR THE FIRST TIMEEEEE. HAHAHAH omg that song was so awesome ok! heh then after that me and mirza stayed to wait for tiger jk and yoon mirae but they’re like the last few~ luckily aft btob a lot xmms went off lolol. then jkyun’s stage LOL he’s pretty entertaining HAHAHA. aft that was Dj-ing iirc and my ears hurt like hell T-T its like i m almost directly beside the bigbig speaker…… I suffered from noise induced deafness tht night lol. then MIB stage omg this kiseok guy VERY CUTE OMG LIKE XOXOXO HAHAHAHAHA. aft tt was blizzy(?) tigerjk & yoonmirae’s stage omg they literally rocked the night. a lot of koreans were there too and quite afew drunk ones infront/beside/behind me lolol ~_____~ . the whole thing ended at like what 11.15pm?!?! LOL it was so tiring pls like even more tiring than soshi con bc soshi con only stand arnd 3hr? this one we stood for 4hrs…. ORZ. went home and gotten myself a slurpee at 1am LULZ. ^_^ happy day hehehe,

In conclusion I think I rlly like btob HAHAHAHA. I miss them already!!!! but its ok, 15 days to seoul hehehe I think they might be promoting irresistible lips! hopefully… hahah and they period we’re gg I think there’s bigbang 2ne1 wondergirls rainbow infinite b1a4??? altho tts' one ended alr… buts its ok >_< LIFE’S STILL GOOD. HOPEFULLY I CAN SEE THE GIRLS SOMEHOW…. T______T. really want to see them up close :/

okay I’ll update this space again! 2 days to mst OH GOD

just me.

Just feel like sorting out some feelings today.

To be honest I’m kinda amazed that you both are still keeping in contact  and quite close to each other I suppose? Hahaha. Sigh I didn’t know you have such an impression on me until I saw that tweet. lol despite not being very close to you, those words felt like a strong blow? idk what had I done exactly to make you feel that way lol well I guess just a little misunderstanding could have change your overall impression of me immediately even tho I havent even rlly met you irl lol. I realise I couldn’t tell her how I felt about this becuz you both are close and I dnw to be the one that makes your r/s bitter.
 
Well, if you find it really a disgrace to be mentioning me directly (or rather, let someone else saw you talking to me) then I guess I don’t have to continue keeping you in my life, do I? You’re so materialistic lol idk but I felt that you’re a different person now. Lol you’re definitely not one of those impt impt person in my life but I still don’t mind keeping you as a friend. But currently what I’m feeling is that you DO NOT want me in your life anymore.. then I guess, so be it.

Actually I really think I’m someone who is very easy to read lol. its like when im sad its very obvious im sad lol ~___~ I suck at controlling emotions I guess hahaha.

k I’m done saying what I wanted to say on twtr but couldn’t. Blogging is still one of the best option to voice out your opinion in a rather confined place

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